Well, it's good news and it's not surprising that they became an  item but i dont know why, it just feels... weird? Sth just feels different, the moment she told me abt it... It shouldnt come as a surprise, i've long expected it, but i guess it just feels weird that your new found best friend got together with your junior and you happen to be the one who introduced them together... hmm... signs were obvious, long ask them to be together but when she told me abt it, i just couldnt talk to her like the way we used to anymore... haiz... what to do??? if she knows abt this, i've got a feeling she will think abt breaking up with him... since she has a history of doing so which i dont understand why at all except just accepting the fact that she really does value friendship more or maybe she didnt like the guy as much?? anyway, i guess another reason why is cause she just questioned me this morning and the next second she got together with him... she texted to tell me the good news and expressed her concern at the same time... but i didnt reply her, partially because i dont know how to and a little tiny bit because i suddenly didnt want to reply her... i know... i sucked as a friend but what can i say??? hmm... i just i just got so used to teasing her and suddenly the tease just became the truth and i have nth left to say except wish you happily ever after??? haiz... i just hopes she doesnt suspect anything and definitely dont mistake my silence as i liked him... since she often does that... hmm... what should i do??? i cant tell anyone abt this... telling swieyang is difficult since i dont see her often and definitely not alone... telling lele is difficult because she doesnt know them and telling anyone else is difficult cause she just decided to try an underground relationship... so here i am, talking to myself on my blog and hopefully no one i know would stumble across and ask me abt it... i'm here in a dilemma and i cant talk to anyone... OGOD!!! why o why did i have to bring this upon myself, not abt their relationship but why do i have to be involved?!?!?!?!?! 

now i feel weird meeting my friend and i feel weird meeting my junior and i cant exactly cut off ties with them with no reason... but it just feels as awkward as can be... haiz... note to self: never do this again and never get to know my friend's boyfriend... :(

brings me to another topic... this is a lonely season... 3 of my closer knit of friends in school are attached and i can only be the loner95 myself... haiz... and i'm not exactly very very very close with my other friends to share this feeling with them... in this cold season (though in singapore it's still as hot as can be and not to mention humid beyond words) i guess it is nice to have someone who you can feel warm with...

and back... haiz... i have an upcoming meeting that i made with her in the noon and it's not exactly helping knowing she has a bf now... i suddenly feel like giving it a miss... and i happen to arrange an overseas trip with them... all attached... it just feels lonely now... and adding the awkwardness, i feel like cutting off all contacts at this moment until everything is over and i can talk to her without feeling weird... haiz... somebody help me!!!!~ should i do that??? will she finds it weird, suspicious??? haiz... i want to disappear... onto a little men land where there is no way they can contact me but i can contact anyone i feel like too... a dreamland that i have always wished for... where can i find it?!?!?! haiz... :(

lonely~
I'm so lonely~ 
I have no body~
On my own~

signing today off as a confused, lonely person...

Thoughts Flash...Y

-- 18 isn't that exciting after all...
-- I want to own a dog!!!~ T.T
-- I want my post-exam activities to happen soon!!!
-- Top hopes: I CAN GRADUATE FROM JC AND ENTER INTO THE UNI COURSE OF MY DREAM!!! (DONE!!!<3)

Wants to say...Y

- I would be happy to receive anything, especially :

1. Things such as Posters that are related to Super Junior, SHINee, Mblaq, B2ST, 2NE1,SpeXial (must come in one set like this) =P

2. Soft toys that can be hugged

3. Fashion Accessory

The Devil Who Failed...Y

[x]Name: I Wld Like 2 Keep It A Secret...Shhh...(Anyway, Everyone Knows It...Hahahaha)

[x]Class: 1A, 2A, 3C, 4C, 5 Faith, 6 Faith, 1R6, 2R6, 3R1, 4R1, 12S16

[x]School: MBS (Previous), NAS (Graduated), TPJC (Current)

[x]Birthdae: 15 April

[x]Horoscope: Aries

[x]New in-s: K POPs, SpeXial, Dog Whisperer, Bondi Rescue

A Day To Remember...Y

-- 5 October 2010---
Mr Joseph Lim, form teacher of 1R6'08 & 2R6'09, left us...

-- 19 April 2011--
SYF 2011 was held at SCH, As a member of NASCO, I entered...

-- 21 April 2011--
NASCO clinches the GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

Melody...Y

TuneList - Make your site Live

Special: Videos...Y

--Videos are all taken from youtube--


[*]SpeXial- Super Style


[*]2NE1- Hate You


[*]SNSD- Supernova

Blessings To Me...Y

Yo ppl... this chatbox is out of use... i have choose to keep it as a memory... so, remember to tag in the first one...

Special: SUPER JUNIOR..슈퍼주니어Y

[*]Representing colour: Sapphire Blue/ 宝蓝色
[*]Fan's name: E.L.F

[*]According to Age--Members--
=Leeteuk
= HeeChul
= Hankyung
= YeSung
= KangIn
= ShinDong
=Sungmin
= Eunhyuk
= SiWon
=DongHae
= RyeoWook
= KiBum
= Kyuhyun

[*]Me--Top few--
=Eunhyuk
= RyeoWook
= Kyuhyun
= SungMin
= HeeChul

Special: SHINee...샤이니 Y

[*]Representing colour: Pearlecent Aquamarine/ 珍珠湖水色
[*]Fan's name: SHINee World

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Onew
= JongHyun
= Key
= MinHo
=Taemin

Special: Mblaq... 엠블랙Y

[*]Full: Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality
[*]Representing colour: Pearl Chocolate/ 珠光巧克力
[*]Fan's name: A+ / 에이프러스

[*]According to age-- Members--
= SeungHo
= G.O
= Lee Joon
= Cheon Dong/ Thunder
= Mir

Special: B2ST/ Beast...비스트 Y

[*]Full: Boys 2 Seach for Top/ Boys of the EAst Standing Tall
[*]Representing colour: Night Blue Pearl/ 夜珍珠蓝
[*]Fan's name: B2uTy（Beauty）/ 뷰티 - B2st and b2uty does not consist in gazing at EAch other, bUt in looking Together in the same localitY=BEAUTY

[*]According to age-- Members--
=Yoon Doo Joon
=Jang Hyun Seung
=Yong Jun Hyung
=Yang Yo Seob
=Lee Ki Kwang
=Son Dong Woon

Special: 2NE1... Y

[*]Meaning: 2NE1借用21数字的英文发音。其中，NE是New Evolution（新进展）的英文缩写，象征着2NE1这支组合在21世纪为韩国音乐带来新的进化。永远像21岁那样富有挑战性、呈现新鲜音乐的组合。21这一数字也是黑杰克Blackjack（21点）扑克牌游戏中必胜的最大点。同时，21还是2ne1出道时候成员的平均年龄...
[*]Representing colour: Hot Pink/ 热粉红色
[*]Fan's name: Black Jack-Black Jack：Black Jack取自扑克牌游戏21点，众所周知2NE1的队服上有2张扑克牌，上面所显示的点数就是最大的21点，而且很多Fans也早就把这一对扑克牌当做是妞们的标志，因此取了这个Black Jack。并且2ne1代表21，BlackJack也代表21点，是游戏中的最大点数。互相作为最大点数，说明了在2ne1与歌迷心目中彼此的重要位置。

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Park Bom
= Sandara Park/ Dara ( Cheon Dong's sister)
= CL / Chae Lin (Leader)
= MinZy

Special: SHUGO CHARA...Y

[*]Favourite Couple-- Not in order...* Personal Opinion*
= Nagehiko & Rima
= Kukai & Utau
= Amu & Tadase