haiz... i'm feeling so bottled up that i just need a place to empty the contents. i realise life is serious just a joke. why is it that everything must come and go at once??? haiz... i'm seriously tired of this kind of life... when will it ever stop??? when i die or do i have to do sth??? first, it's june when everything start going crazy, taking over, instalation, new members and people to work with, change of teacher who somewhat have an expectation for me... just when i thought i'm getting the hang of it, everything crumbles and return to the usual where i dont have anything specifc things to take note of. and now? ha... everything comes at once again... pw, screwing up of promos, attendance for special events. first is chem notes start going missing and then now is people's attendance all going wrong and i have to be responsible for it... is it seriously the job of "leaders" to be the one who carries all the blames??? then again, i have no one else to blame for the situation that i am in now cause i volunteered... i wish time can turn back... i promise i wont let greed get to me again. nor will i listen to words of others... haiz... but i simply can't help but feel frustrated. why does this kind of things always happens to me??? why can't it be others??? yuxuan can help but she refuses to cause she say she don't want to clean up after the members... and the thing is i replied their attendance, why does it have to go all wrong only for my department?!?!?! to think i promised ruimin that i will take good care of the department she worked so hard to build... it's all gone now. nth left.

anyway, that's only part of what i really want to vent. the main thing is... why does my mum always have to choose the wrong time to come at me??? i never want to be rude to her... never want to shout at her or anything... i don't feel good after shouting at her... i feel apologetic but i just can't help... why can't she just sense that sth wasn't right and just leave me alone for the day/night. seriously?! when i'm not getting what i want, of course i will feel irritated.. she just don't get me... she tries to be nice and concern abt me but it's useless... i tell her the reason and she goes "you deserve it cause you volunteered for it yourself"... think i don't know?! why can't she just say sth i don't know??? of course i will ignore her... but she just dont get it and when i play the silent game, it just make me feel like a jerk from head to toe... that's just part of it... she is concerned abt her son being sick but why can't she understand when i tell her that i have a headache and only want to be left alone. it's fine if she doesn't care, just wash her hands off me... she just have to ask me questions that concern her son and when i don't answer, she gets all anxious and angry cause it's HER son... everything she disturbs me abt is HER son... for once!!! haiz...

Thoughts Flash...Y

-- 18 isn't that exciting after all...
-- I want to own a dog!!!~ T.T
-- I want my post-exam activities to happen soon!!!
-- Top hopes: I CAN GRADUATE FROM JC AND ENTER INTO THE UNI COURSE OF MY DREAM!!! (DONE!!!<3)

Wants to say...Y

- I would be happy to receive anything, especially :

1. Things such as Posters that are related to Super Junior, SHINee, Mblaq, B2ST, 2NE1,SpeXial (must come in one set like this) =P

2. Soft toys that can be hugged

3. Fashion Accessory

The Devil Who Failed...Y

[x]Name: I Wld Like 2 Keep It A Secret...Shhh...(Anyway, Everyone Knows It...Hahahaha)

[x]Class: 1A, 2A, 3C, 4C, 5 Faith, 6 Faith, 1R6, 2R6, 3R1, 4R1, 12S16

[x]School: MBS (Previous), NAS (Graduated), TPJC (Current)

[x]Birthdae: 15 April

[x]Horoscope: Aries

[x]New in-s: K POPs, SpeXial, Dog Whisperer, Bondi Rescue

A Day To Remember...Y

-- 5 October 2010---
Mr Joseph Lim, form teacher of 1R6'08 & 2R6'09, left us...

-- 19 April 2011--
SYF 2011 was held at SCH, As a member of NASCO, I entered...

-- 21 April 2011--
NASCO clinches the GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

Melody...Y

TuneList - Make your site Live

Special: Videos...Y

--Videos are all taken from youtube--


[*]SpeXial- Super Style


[*]2NE1- Hate You


[*]SNSD- Supernova

Blessings To Me...Y

Yo ppl... this chatbox is out of use... i have choose to keep it as a memory... so, remember to tag in the first one...

Special: SUPER JUNIOR..슈퍼주니어Y

[*]Representing colour: Sapphire Blue/ 宝蓝色
[*]Fan's name: E.L.F

[*]According to Age--Members--
=Leeteuk
= HeeChul
= Hankyung
= YeSung
= KangIn
= ShinDong
=Sungmin
= Eunhyuk
= SiWon
=DongHae
= RyeoWook
= KiBum
= Kyuhyun

[*]Me--Top few--
=Eunhyuk
= RyeoWook
= Kyuhyun
= SungMin
= HeeChul

Special: SHINee...샤이니 Y

[*]Representing colour: Pearlecent Aquamarine/ 珍珠湖水色
[*]Fan's name: SHINee World

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Onew
= JongHyun
= Key
= MinHo
=Taemin

Special: Mblaq... 엠블랙Y

[*]Full: Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality
[*]Representing colour: Pearl Chocolate/ 珠光巧克力
[*]Fan's name: A+ / 에이프러스

[*]According to age-- Members--
= SeungHo
= G.O
= Lee Joon
= Cheon Dong/ Thunder
= Mir

Special: B2ST/ Beast...비스트 Y

[*]Full: Boys 2 Seach for Top/ Boys of the EAst Standing Tall
[*]Representing colour: Night Blue Pearl/ 夜珍珠蓝
[*]Fan's name: B2uTy（Beauty）/ 뷰티 - B2st and b2uty does not consist in gazing at EAch other, bUt in looking Together in the same localitY=BEAUTY

[*]According to age-- Members--
=Yoon Doo Joon
=Jang Hyun Seung
=Yong Jun Hyung
=Yang Yo Seob
=Lee Ki Kwang
=Son Dong Woon

Special: 2NE1... Y

[*]Meaning: 2NE1借用21数字的英文发音。其中，NE是New Evolution（新进展）的英文缩写，象征着2NE1这支组合在21世纪为韩国音乐带来新的进化。永远像21岁那样富有挑战性、呈现新鲜音乐的组合。21这一数字也是黑杰克Blackjack（21点）扑克牌游戏中必胜的最大点。同时，21还是2ne1出道时候成员的平均年龄...
[*]Representing colour: Hot Pink/ 热粉红色
[*]Fan's name: Black Jack-Black Jack：Black Jack取自扑克牌游戏21点，众所周知2NE1的队服上有2张扑克牌，上面所显示的点数就是最大的21点，而且很多Fans也早就把这一对扑克牌当做是妞们的标志，因此取了这个Black Jack。并且2ne1代表21，BlackJack也代表21点，是游戏中的最大点数。互相作为最大点数，说明了在2ne1与歌迷心目中彼此的重要位置。

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Park Bom
= Sandara Park/ Dara ( Cheon Dong's sister)
= CL / Chae Lin (Leader)
= MinZy

Special: SHUGO CHARA...Y

[*]Favourite Couple-- Not in order...* Personal Opinion*
= Nagehiko & Rima
= Kukai & Utau
= Amu & Tadase