i really have no idea what i want to express... my chest just felt heavy... with lots of things, but i didn't know what... i really have no idea... i just feel sick, sad and empty, like something is lost from my life....
the reality hit hard... everything just happened too fast... too fast for me to think... i have just joked with him only two days before, a very short one, and saw him in the hall the day before, everything seems fine... how??? how did this happen??? the doctors couldn't find the cause of death... is human life really so vulnerable???

i logged on to msn and facebook... i have his contact... but will it ever be logged on again???

the only thing i know is that this is one of my greatest regret in life, not being able to tell him that i am thankful... thankful for everything that he has done... if he can hear, i would like to tell him this...

To the best form teacher:

" Hii Mr Lim,
i really really want to thank you for everything that you have done for r6'08 and '09 and for me... it is really my fortune to meet you and have you as my form teacher, accompanying me for the past two years in NAS... you are a really really great teacher and a friend too... you never got angry at us for teasing you, only thing that you were angry about is the things that is good for us... as you can see, i am doubtful about myself taking up triple science, but you encouraged me a lot and told me that i can do it even though i kept on pestering you, saying that i have no confidence in taking up triple science... you were always there for us, even when other teachers complain about us, you will only just tell us to be mindful and not do it again... i really miss the times that you were with us... ... ... May we meet as students and teachers again in the next life if there is something is that... haha... that's all... i will never forget you... and i think i will miss you too... haha... Thanks for everything...
- Xinyi "

Thoughts Flash...Y

-- 18 isn't that exciting after all...
-- I want to own a dog!!!~ T.T
-- I want my post-exam activities to happen soon!!!
-- Top hopes: I CAN GRADUATE FROM JC AND ENTER INTO THE UNI COURSE OF MY DREAM!!! (DONE!!!<3)

Wants to say...Y

- I would be happy to receive anything, especially :

1. Things such as Posters that are related to Super Junior, SHINee, Mblaq, B2ST, 2NE1,SpeXial (must come in one set like this) =P

2. Soft toys that can be hugged

3. Fashion Accessory

The Devil Who Failed...Y

[x]Name: I Wld Like 2 Keep It A Secret...Shhh...(Anyway, Everyone Knows It...Hahahaha)

[x]Class: 1A, 2A, 3C, 4C, 5 Faith, 6 Faith, 1R6, 2R6, 3R1, 4R1, 12S16

[x]School: MBS (Previous), NAS (Graduated), TPJC (Current)

[x]Birthdae: 15 April

[x]Horoscope: Aries

[x]New in-s: K POPs, SpeXial, Dog Whisperer, Bondi Rescue

A Day To Remember...Y

-- 5 October 2010---
Mr Joseph Lim, form teacher of 1R6'08 & 2R6'09, left us...

-- 19 April 2011--
SYF 2011 was held at SCH, As a member of NASCO, I entered...

-- 21 April 2011--
NASCO clinches the GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

Melody...Y

TuneList - Make your site Live

Special: Videos...Y

--Videos are all taken from youtube--


[*]SpeXial- Super Style


[*]2NE1- Hate You


[*]SNSD- Supernova

Blessings To Me...Y

Yo ppl... this chatbox is out of use... i have choose to keep it as a memory... so, remember to tag in the first one...

Special: SUPER JUNIOR..슈퍼주니어Y

[*]Representing colour: Sapphire Blue/ 宝蓝色
[*]Fan's name: E.L.F

[*]According to Age--Members--
=Leeteuk
= HeeChul
= Hankyung
= YeSung
= KangIn
= ShinDong
=Sungmin
= Eunhyuk
= SiWon
=DongHae
= RyeoWook
= KiBum
= Kyuhyun

[*]Me--Top few--
=Eunhyuk
= RyeoWook
= Kyuhyun
= SungMin
= HeeChul

Special: SHINee...샤이니 Y

[*]Representing colour: Pearlecent Aquamarine/ 珍珠湖水色
[*]Fan's name: SHINee World

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Onew
= JongHyun
= Key
= MinHo
=Taemin

Special: Mblaq... 엠블랙Y

[*]Full: Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality
[*]Representing colour: Pearl Chocolate/ 珠光巧克力
[*]Fan's name: A+ / 에이프러스

[*]According to age-- Members--
= SeungHo
= G.O
= Lee Joon
= Cheon Dong/ Thunder
= Mir

Special: B2ST/ Beast...비스트 Y

[*]Full: Boys 2 Seach for Top/ Boys of the EAst Standing Tall
[*]Representing colour: Night Blue Pearl/ 夜珍珠蓝
[*]Fan's name: B2uTy（Beauty）/ 뷰티 - B2st and b2uty does not consist in gazing at EAch other, bUt in looking Together in the same localitY=BEAUTY

[*]According to age-- Members--
=Yoon Doo Joon
=Jang Hyun Seung
=Yong Jun Hyung
=Yang Yo Seob
=Lee Ki Kwang
=Son Dong Woon

Special: 2NE1... Y

[*]Meaning: 2NE1借用21数字的英文发音。其中，NE是New Evolution（新进展）的英文缩写，象征着2NE1这支组合在21世纪为韩国音乐带来新的进化。永远像21岁那样富有挑战性、呈现新鲜音乐的组合。21这一数字也是黑杰克Blackjack（21点）扑克牌游戏中必胜的最大点。同时，21还是2ne1出道时候成员的平均年龄...
[*]Representing colour: Hot Pink/ 热粉红色
[*]Fan's name: Black Jack-Black Jack：Black Jack取自扑克牌游戏21点，众所周知2NE1的队服上有2张扑克牌，上面所显示的点数就是最大的21点，而且很多Fans也早就把这一对扑克牌当做是妞们的标志，因此取了这个Black Jack。并且2ne1代表21，BlackJack也代表21点，是游戏中的最大点数。互相作为最大点数，说明了在2ne1与歌迷心目中彼此的重要位置。

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Park Bom
= Sandara Park/ Dara ( Cheon Dong's sister)
= CL / Chae Lin (Leader)
= MinZy

Special: SHUGO CHARA...Y

[*]Favourite Couple-- Not in order...* Personal Opinion*
= Nagehiko & Rima
= Kukai & Utau
= Amu & Tadase