Jia hwee counciled me today on why the teacher scolded me that very day... while on our way home...



i totally agree with her... but i just didn't like the taste of it...



wat lots of ppl have been telling me is that if i didn't really have any interest in the instrument, i might as well quit rather than i hang on to it, making myself feel so tired and giving others so much trouble...



what am i trying to do???



i wonder...

why is it that i wanted to hang on so tightly that i end up hurting myself???

i dun noe...

did i really just purely want to prove to those teachers that i can do it?? or... did i really just want to save money so that daddy and mummy won't scold me???

i admit that i really didn't have any interest and that i joined purely because my friend is there... but now... i feel so lost... or.. maybe i just didn't want to face the TRUTH???

haix... it's so tiring....
my mind is so blank now...
tmr is the day which requires me to face the music....
xuan tried to practice with me yesterday...
joey and jia hwee tried today...
i feel so tired now...
how i wish that i could be like in a manga, anime, or just in love stories...
where i need not face any hardship as there will always be ppl around me... to help me solved it....
or just where i could have my sweet dreams... life won't be so tiring and the environment is not so harsh...

i can never do anything good except create trouble... rite???
i noe it.. it's the truth.... but it's hurting... it's painful and it's draining me...
i feel so heavy now... life so tiring....
i can never do enough.... ha..ha...ha... never enough...

dun care le la...
today jia hwee and joey came...joey came and do pod cast with me while we invited jia hwee to come practice with us...hahahaha... i challenged her to finish one of my quiz games and to think that she finished it by doing backwards... hahaha... then me and joey set on doing our podcast again after jia hwee went for her ccab... we had so much fun... add in effects, editing where we think that it isn't good enough... etc... but still didn't manage to finish... but had lots of fun...

tmr...
yeah... have to go cca... confirm die le... don't noe how face seniors le... they were like giving me so much support on that day and like... dear!!! why???? why??? why??? should have held my tears.... ah.... i totally have no face to face them le la... then tmr have d & t too... so look forward to it lor... i want to see how my vase will turn out... hahaha...

that's like all... i think... i was thinking of skipping saturday's practice to avoid meeting the conductor.... try la... tmr then see how... just decide as i take a step la... i am so tired now...

bye....

Thoughts Flash...Y

-- 18 isn't that exciting after all...
-- I want to own a dog!!!~ T.T
-- I want my post-exam activities to happen soon!!!
-- Top hopes: I CAN GRADUATE FROM JC AND ENTER INTO THE UNI COURSE OF MY DREAM!!! (DONE!!!<3)

Wants to say...Y

- I would be happy to receive anything, especially :

1. Things such as Posters that are related to Super Junior, SHINee, Mblaq, B2ST, 2NE1,SpeXial (must come in one set like this) =P

2. Soft toys that can be hugged

3. Fashion Accessory

The Devil Who Failed...Y

[x]Name: I Wld Like 2 Keep It A Secret...Shhh...(Anyway, Everyone Knows It...Hahahaha)

[x]Class: 1A, 2A, 3C, 4C, 5 Faith, 6 Faith, 1R6, 2R6, 3R1, 4R1, 12S16

[x]School: MBS (Previous), NAS (Graduated), TPJC (Current)

[x]Birthdae: 15 April

[x]Horoscope: Aries

[x]New in-s: K POPs, SpeXial, Dog Whisperer, Bondi Rescue

A Day To Remember...Y

-- 5 October 2010---
Mr Joseph Lim, form teacher of 1R6'08 & 2R6'09, left us...

-- 19 April 2011--
SYF 2011 was held at SCH, As a member of NASCO, I entered...

-- 21 April 2011--
NASCO clinches the GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

Melody...Y

TuneList - Make your site Live

Special: Videos...Y

--Videos are all taken from youtube--


[*]SpeXial- Super Style


[*]2NE1- Hate You


[*]SNSD- Supernova

Blessings To Me...Y

Yo ppl... this chatbox is out of use... i have choose to keep it as a memory... so, remember to tag in the first one...

Special: SUPER JUNIOR..슈퍼주니어Y

[*]Representing colour: Sapphire Blue/ 宝蓝色
[*]Fan's name: E.L.F

[*]According to Age--Members--
=Leeteuk
= HeeChul
= Hankyung
= YeSung
= KangIn
= ShinDong
=Sungmin
= Eunhyuk
= SiWon
=DongHae
= RyeoWook
= KiBum
= Kyuhyun

[*]Me--Top few--
=Eunhyuk
= RyeoWook
= Kyuhyun
= SungMin
= HeeChul

Special: SHINee...샤이니 Y

[*]Representing colour: Pearlecent Aquamarine/ 珍珠湖水色
[*]Fan's name: SHINee World

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Onew
= JongHyun
= Key
= MinHo
=Taemin

Special: Mblaq... 엠블랙Y

[*]Full: Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality
[*]Representing colour: Pearl Chocolate/ 珠光巧克力
[*]Fan's name: A+ / 에이프러스

[*]According to age-- Members--
= SeungHo
= G.O
= Lee Joon
= Cheon Dong/ Thunder
= Mir

Special: B2ST/ Beast...비스트 Y

[*]Full: Boys 2 Seach for Top/ Boys of the EAst Standing Tall
[*]Representing colour: Night Blue Pearl/ 夜珍珠蓝
[*]Fan's name: B2uTy（Beauty）/ 뷰티 - B2st and b2uty does not consist in gazing at EAch other, bUt in looking Together in the same localitY=BEAUTY

[*]According to age-- Members--
=Yoon Doo Joon
=Jang Hyun Seung
=Yong Jun Hyung
=Yang Yo Seob
=Lee Ki Kwang
=Son Dong Woon

Special: 2NE1... Y

[*]Meaning: 2NE1借用21数字的英文发音。其中，NE是New Evolution（新进展）的英文缩写，象征着2NE1这支组合在21世纪为韩国音乐带来新的进化。永远像21岁那样富有挑战性、呈现新鲜音乐的组合。21这一数字也是黑杰克Blackjack（21点）扑克牌游戏中必胜的最大点。同时，21还是2ne1出道时候成员的平均年龄...
[*]Representing colour: Hot Pink/ 热粉红色
[*]Fan's name: Black Jack-Black Jack：Black Jack取自扑克牌游戏21点，众所周知2NE1的队服上有2张扑克牌，上面所显示的点数就是最大的21点，而且很多Fans也早就把这一对扑克牌当做是妞们的标志，因此取了这个Black Jack。并且2ne1代表21，BlackJack也代表21点，是游戏中的最大点数。互相作为最大点数，说明了在2ne1与歌迷心目中彼此的重要位置。

[*]According to age-- Members--
= Park Bom
= Sandara Park/ Dara ( Cheon Dong's sister)
= CL / Chae Lin (Leader)
= MinZy

Special: SHUGO CHARA...Y

[*]Favourite Couple-- Not in order...* Personal Opinion*
= Nagehiko & Rima
= Kukai & Utau
= Amu & Tadase